Here it is Saturday and my Friday-itis is carrying over. I’m reading a book about “Real Life Love” by Micheal Gibson, that’s not seeming to help much. One aspect to honoring your love life relationship, is to love yourself.
Ummmm, there’s part of the rub. (problem)
Strangely enough, as God or my subconscious would have it, I dreamed I was telling someone my attributes. Yes, I was sitting on a child’s swing set with Matthew McConaughey (he was on a swing too) telling him I realize he’d never talk to me. I’m not rich, nor do I have the self control to have a good looking body…..but I was telling him why he should talk with me. I was telling him why I’m a worthy person. I never heard the words I was saying. I never knew what I said, but I knew the gist. Why would I dream this??
I was so down about not being able to go anywhere or have anyone concerned if I’m breathing on a Friday night, that I was depressed. Now, I know myself, and I know I get this way every Friday night.
God is with me. He even gives me dreams to encourage me. To that, I say thank You. It is Fall time and soon will be Thanksgiving time. I pray that I can resolve to thank God more and more.